I automatically go silent when I hear something that hurts my feelings though I still smile because the heart says it is sad, my brain says you know what to do, and my face says I don’t wanna know. So, I am stuck between those three. I know I care, I feel, and I love too much, and that’s how I end up getting hurt and disappointed. I may have lost so much ‘okay’ capacity after the really really bad depressive moments I’ve had in the past few years, but I won’t just let others decide what’s gonna happen next because that’s what makes me me. I will not walk away from it despite the same pain that keeps coming back to me. One day It will all come across.
– Nevertheless, if there is someone who desperately has something to say, there will be someone who genuinely wants to hear it.
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